I've sent out over 500 emails, called every church in this county and the surrounding ones repeatedly, been turned down for several loans. I set up a site to explain everything, including its own forum, email service, greeting cards, jokes, and pages about second amendment rights, id theft and fraud, and deafness. I'm tired of talking to politicians and lawyers, credit counsellors, loan officers, feds, and anyone one else i could think of to get help from. Let alone all the times repeatedly posting that bulletin asking for help. It has been wonderful when others repost it, and a few have sent some help.You would think, this would be over by now.
Each time I get close to getting it taken care of, something happens and it falls thru. Then I have to start all over again. Yeah, I'm worn out to the extreme over this, and don't know how much more i can take. If I don't get this taken care of, I lose everything, including my family. I can't let my family fall apart; we've been through so much already. It's gotta stop.
We need peace and quiet. We need this to be over. Only a few people have helped. We need more to help. I always thought friends and neighbors helped each other. From the way I've seen the churches react to my asking, I wonder. Why do people promise to help, and then when they are asked, they turn tail and run, or come up with every known excuse in the book to say no.
But ya' know what? I can't give up. There is no quitting in the dictionary. No matter how much it hurts to see people promise me help, and then say no, I can't and won't give up. I've hit so many dead ends, too many to count. Why? Cause I love my husband and step-daughter. And I promised them, they'd never be parted.
It's that simple. To keep them together.